Promisses

Promisses

I was just thinking about to find a way to forget you forever. My conclusion is quite simple. Let´s try to use what I learnede in the past: First, I will cry as it was yesterday. Secondly, I will feel all the pain from the universe. And then I will cry again. I will send messages that you will never answer back. So that I may go home. Decide to study to change something in my life. I will study hard to fill the empiness of my heart. I will be exhausted while trying to runnwaway from myself. I will change to another job. Maybe I will see you again. But it will not hurt so much.

I may find someone else. But this time I hope someone finds me and not the opposite.

This is the way things may go. I have already gone trhough all the process. The point is that universe will take care of filling up this empity space in my heart. Cause I am not going to run after anything else. It is time to take care of myself. It includes to forget any temptative to find someone that can be by my side to make me happy. I will do it by myself. And I promisse not to look for you. Not today and not tomorrow. This is the most difficult and infalible way to stop doing stupid things. Even if I feel like crying everytime I think about my dreams that have just vanished as dusty in the wind. No Castles anymore...